hurt my back a few weeks ago...been home turning into putty....doing absolutely nothing...welll ive tried to do some house work but that didnt really turn out too good..then i attempted to do some office work online and well i kept falling asleep...so yeah ive been a bum, a big fat bum and im getting bored...krabby did come by a couple of times and helped put some glow on my face (much appreciated)....so yeah this is my last week being putty...its back to work next week on...and im looking forward to it....well ive still got some physiotherapy sessions to attend so that should keep me briefly occupied :-)

nitez....xoxoxoxo

may i please have a piece of him....every single day...please!!!!!!!!
oooh im having good dreams tonight!!

another Bandit got married (nesha being the first) on september 7th...the lovely bride, miss theresa kwek, is now mrs darren yap...i must say that darren is actually a very nice guy despite his "old man" exterior *lol*....he is sociable, funny as hell and a great drinking buddy....(eh darren can you get me cheap tickets on SQ??)... congrats to the newlyweds and may you both have lots and lots and lots of legal sex for the rest of ur lives!
so whos next???.....

xoxox...nitez

reminds me of someone i know...drooler...hahah

xoxoxo...nitez

"i have within me a terrible sort of power, a female power that i do not want as it pulls people to me who will destroy me"

-credits to the brilliant mind who wrote the above

xoxox...nitez

sometimes i wonder if people care about how i'm coping, feeling, struggling...nothing is ever fair i know but when i'm left feeling like a bucket of nothing i don't like it...how it all happened i still am not sure...maybe i should've known better...i just don't understand...i know my boundries and i've respected them...why can't things be back to normal....i just hope i'll still be around..

xoxox...nitez

i like my body when it is with yours.

it is so quite a new thing.

muscles better and nerves more.

i like your body i like what it does i like its hows.

i like what it does and its bones.

the trembling firmness which i will again and again and again kiss.

i like kissing this and that of you.

i like slowly stroking the shocking fuzz of your electric flesh.

eyes big love crumbs.

and possibly i like the thrill of under me, your quite so new.

xoxoxo....nitez